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Karlie didn’t bat an eyelash at his remark. “I’ve been interested in BDSM for a while. I’ve read books, and I’ve done research. I’m ready for your hands on me. For research, of course. Bailey told me to try it, and if I didn’t like it, I can move to Houston and feel comfortable with my decision. Her suggestion seemed reasonable and logical. I may not get another chance and she assured me I’d be safe in your hands.”
I’m so screwed. Her decision? For what? He damn near choked with her casual, almost clinical explanation. The woman approached playing tonight like it was an experiment to be used in future scientific study. He had no intentions of becoming a specimen in her microcosmic test lab.
“Bailey told me you’re a gentle and caring Dom, so I trust you won’t hurt me.”
“That was nice of her to say. I wouldn’t harm you, Karlie, but you realize your cousin is attempting to set us up?”
She giggled. “You think? I told her I wasn’t interested, but I couldn’t get anything out of her so I’m asking you. I need your knowledge. I have to know if this is right for me or not. Teach me what I need to know.”
“For starters, the lifestyle doesn’t quite work that way. You either know or you don’t. Yes, you can explore your needs, your desires, but you don’t just wake up one day and say you want to live the lifestyle. Neither does reading a couple of books—I mean fiction books—and think you’re an expert. They are just that—fiction.” The expression on her face was so damn arousing. Her innocence combined with determination to get what she wanted was delightful.
Brock pressed his palm into the small of her back and led her toward a quieter part of the club. He found the same couch from earlier. “Doc, you’re in way over your head.”
“What?” She stopped abruptly and pulled away from his hand on her back. “I’m a grown woman, and you can’t treat me like I’m a child who doesn’t know better. I might be inexperienced, but so what? I have to start somewhere, somehow, and sometime. My IQ falls within the genius level, so show me. I’m sure I can pick it up quickly. I’m a very visual person and have no problem following directions.”
“Really?” The little ball of willpower still had fire in her belly, igniting his excitement. He could only imagine her spread on a cross, parted legs and arms, and naked with her glistening wet pussy open to him. He’d whip her until she screamed his name from the orgasm he’d give her.
“I’m not looking for any commitment or a lot of your time, only a mini-lesson tonight. I’m leaving town in a few days, and this might be my last opportunity. What’s your problem with showing me? Aren’t I attractive enough? You’re just not that into me, right?”
He cleared his throat and forced a stern look, but she was so damn cute, he had a hard time focusing. Why didn’t she think he was attracted to her? Damn! I’m hard as a rock.
He should allow her to believe he didn’t want her, and call a cab, but he couldn’t without making himself a fucking liar. She had to understand that she did it for him. “First off, I find you very appealing. Can’t you tell?” He looked down toward his crotch, his thick and hard cock strained in the front of his leathers.
A quizzical look crossed her face. She was more innocent than he’d ever imagined someone her age could be. He grinned, and her gaze drifted downward. Her little gasp only made him harder.
“Oh,” she whispered.
“Karlie, you have no idea the thoughts that have been running through my mind since our kiss a few hours ago and now your request to introduce you to this lifestyle. I doubt you want to know.”
A soft blush color stole up from her bared shoulders to the tip of her button nose. She glanced at his crotch again then bit her lip. He was coming to understand the subtle nuance. She was undoubtedly nervous and contemplating his statement.
“I’m almost twenty-nine years old, and I want to correct the situation, and this might be my best alternative at the moment. If you’re available to show me, then what’s the problem?”
This was getting strange. He’d never been propositioned like this before. Odd to say the least. The little spitfire had made up her mind, and there didn’t seem anyway to convince her she was getting in over her head.
“Okay, forget for a second that you have a vague idea what you’re asking. Let’s get to the bigger question here. Why here and now, with me?”
He struggled to find a way of saying no as to not hurt her feelings. Her self-esteem seemed fragile. Why else was she questioning her beauty? She had the innocence of an angel and a virgin. This was one of the hardest things he had to do with a little subbie on the verge of discovering her sexuality, and it turned his balls inside out denying her and him. Hell, she was being honest, and he was about to throw it back in her face.
This is why he didn’t do virgins, in the sex department or in the lifestyle.
It was time to put a stop to this once and for all, before he lost total control. She thought she was ready to learn about BDSM in one night with no strings, no commitment, and no emotional attachment? Add to the mix, she hadn’t said anything about losing her virginity, although he knew it had to be on her mind based on what Jared told him. Oh and tell this to his damned prick that never listened to reason.
I’m so screwed. Her decision? For what? He damn near choked with her casual, almost clinical explanation. The woman approached playing tonight like it was an experiment to be used in future scientific study. He had no intentions of becoming a specimen in her microcosmic test lab.
“Bailey told me you’re a gentle and caring Dom, so I trust you won’t hurt me.”
“That was nice of her to say. I wouldn’t harm you, Karlie, but you realize your cousin is attempting to set us up?”
She giggled. “You think? I told her I wasn’t interested, but I couldn’t get anything out of her so I’m asking you. I need your knowledge. I have to know if this is right for me or not. Teach me what I need to know.”
“For starters, the lifestyle doesn’t quite work that way. You either know or you don’t. Yes, you can explore your needs, your desires, but you don’t just wake up one day and say you want to live the lifestyle. Neither does reading a couple of books—I mean fiction books—and think you’re an expert. They are just that—fiction.” The expression on her face was so damn arousing. Her innocence combined with determination to get what she wanted was delightful.
Brock pressed his palm into the small of her back and led her toward a quieter part of the club. He found the same couch from earlier. “Doc, you’re in way over your head.”
“What?” She stopped abruptly and pulled away from his hand on her back. “I’m a grown woman, and you can’t treat me like I’m a child who doesn’t know better. I might be inexperienced, but so what? I have to start somewhere, somehow, and sometime. My IQ falls within the genius level, so show me. I’m sure I can pick it up quickly. I’m a very visual person and have no problem following directions.”
“Really?” The little ball of willpower still had fire in her belly, igniting his excitement. He could only imagine her spread on a cross, parted legs and arms, and naked with her glistening wet pussy open to him. He’d whip her until she screamed his name from the orgasm he’d give her.
“I’m not looking for any commitment or a lot of your time, only a mini-lesson tonight. I’m leaving town in a few days, and this might be my last opportunity. What’s your problem with showing me? Aren’t I attractive enough? You’re just not that into me, right?”
He cleared his throat and forced a stern look, but she was so damn cute, he had a hard time focusing. Why didn’t she think he was attracted to her? Damn! I’m hard as a rock.
He should allow her to believe he didn’t want her, and call a cab, but he couldn’t without making himself a fucking liar. She had to understand that she did it for him. “First off, I find you very appealing. Can’t you tell?” He looked down toward his crotch, his thick and hard cock strained in the front of his leathers.
A quizzical look crossed her face. She was more innocent than he’d ever imagined someone her age could be. He grinned, and her gaze drifted downward. Her little gasp only made him harder.
“Oh,” she whispered.
“Karlie, you have no idea the thoughts that have been running through my mind since our kiss a few hours ago and now your request to introduce you to this lifestyle. I doubt you want to know.”
A soft blush color stole up from her bared shoulders to the tip of her button nose. She glanced at his crotch again then bit her lip. He was coming to understand the subtle nuance. She was undoubtedly nervous and contemplating his statement.
“I’m almost twenty-nine years old, and I want to correct the situation, and this might be my best alternative at the moment. If you’re available to show me, then what’s the problem?”
This was getting strange. He’d never been propositioned like this before. Odd to say the least. The little spitfire had made up her mind, and there didn’t seem anyway to convince her she was getting in over her head.
“Okay, forget for a second that you have a vague idea what you’re asking. Let’s get to the bigger question here. Why here and now, with me?”
He struggled to find a way of saying no as to not hurt her feelings. Her self-esteem seemed fragile. Why else was she questioning her beauty? She had the innocence of an angel and a virgin. This was one of the hardest things he had to do with a little subbie on the verge of discovering her sexuality, and it turned his balls inside out denying her and him. Hell, she was being honest, and he was about to throw it back in her face.
This is why he didn’t do virgins, in the sex department or in the lifestyle.
It was time to put a stop to this once and for all, before he lost total control. She thought she was ready to learn about BDSM in one night with no strings, no commitment, and no emotional attachment? Add to the mix, she hadn’t said anything about losing her virginity, although he knew it had to be on her mind based on what Jared told him. Oh and tell this to his damned prick that never listened to reason.
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